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farawayplace2023-04-02 01:03 am
ulternnpc) wrote in farawayplace2023-04-02 01:03 am
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You heard of April Fools, get ready for-
The reverse of that.
Silly white lies? No, none of that will be coming out of anyone's mouths today. Instead, anyone you meet and talk to you be shocked to realize you're incapable of lying. Staying silent may be an option--or is it? For whatever reason, it's really hard to keep your words in today.
You just might be spouting the first thing that comes out of your mind!
What another, peaceful day in Ultern it is!
...what do you mean that it's not? Well, things have been mostly peaceful for a while anyway. Some chaos is always in order! (Apologies to any Domeists in our midst).
*image vaguely related
Silly white lies? No, none of that will be coming out of anyone's mouths today. Instead, anyone you meet and talk to you be shocked to realize you're incapable of lying. Staying silent may be an option--or is it? For whatever reason, it's really hard to keep your words in today.
You just might be spouting the first thing that comes out of your mind!
What another, peaceful day in Ultern it is!
...what do you mean that it's not? Well, things have been mostly peaceful for a while anyway. Some chaos is always in order! (Apologies to any Domeists in our midst).
(🌺You thought there'd be no April Fools event?! Surprise! It's true, this is reverse-April Fools. Please enjoy, and don't forget about the OOC plotting post!🌺)
[they could head back together soon, right? ^^ I think it'd wrap it up nicely!]
And mar that face? Maybe Manzana's vices are worse! ... okay, no, just kidding."Yeah! Y'got it. Don't worry. I'll keep my eyes off'a her."
At Manzana's concern, Attila went quiet a moment, as if genuinely surprised someone could care about him getting a little cut. He couldn't help but laugh a little, but his expression's warmer still.
"Been through worse, but it sure is sweet of y'to care. Don't worry about me, alright?"
He patted Manzana's shoulder, although watched him carefully to make sure he didn't mind it. He probably didn't, given how he tried to comfort him earlier, but... better safe than sorry. Besides, some were only fine with contact if it's on their terms. Attila was still learning about Manzana, for now.
That sounds good to me!!!
Looking back to Attila he was relieved to see the look on Attila's face.
"I had a feeling you would have said something like that, but Ultern really have softened me up, like you said." When he felt Attila pat his shoulder, he looked over to him. Manzana didn't mind the physical contact. He smiled back to indicate as such. "You seem capable of taking care of yourself so I will try not to worry too much."
He reached up to return the pat of his own to Attila, although it was onto his forearm, really.
"I know you...I know you intended to swing by the house on your own but why don't we go there together? That way I can properly introduce you to my fiancee, Anemone." It's then followed by a smile. "That and I feel a little better, having someone to talk about what I've been carrying inside me this whole time. I don't know if you would understand, but I am glad to have met you, despite our argument earlier."
[he's like a big (dangerous) puppy]
Listening to the offer, Attila smiled. "Sure. Beats wandering around alone, we can walk back home together... haven't had someone to walk with in a real long time."
At that genuine, heartfelt gratitude, Attila felt both touched and deeply ashamed of how unworthy he felt. He isn't used to feeling shame! It's a weird, almost nostalgic feeling, in the pit of his stomach and arching his back, like he wanted to hide away from Manzana. Yet, he also felt lighter and freer than he had in months or, in some ways, even years.
"... man, walkin' home, bloody and bruised, with someone by my side.... feels like bein' little brats in school again. Haven't felt this light in a long time. Missed havin' someone to talk to."
He stretched his arms out and clasped his hands behind his head. "So, lead the way, Manzana. I dunno where you place is... but thanks. Fer carin' about me. And the girly napkin I don't even wanna use, but might make a good temporary bandage, actually. I don't feel worthy'a any'a this yet, just so y'know, but I'll work hard to be someone who is."
only this apple is crazy enough to adopt a feral puppers
He of course meant his earlier days in Ultern. At the mention of school there's a frown.
"I didn't have anything like that in school, but I'm glad I can remind you of better times." He began to take a step forward. He paused as he looked back over to Attila with a worried smile.
"It's not whether you're worthy or not, Attila. I know it is hard to accept it right away, but they really are...that kind. That and I would like to trust you, too." He then turned to continue with leading the way. "You can hold onto that handkerchief in that case. I'll be sure to get your wounds looked over once we reach home."
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He wondered if he'd really inspire worry... as relatively unknown as he is here. Maybe they'd be concerned for "Akira," if they knew him.
"Lonely childhood, huh...?"
He felt kind of bad for Manzana. "I'll be your friend, then. Walkin' home together's nice..."
The worried smile got a frown from Attila and he avoided his gaze, suddenly sounding quite frustrated. "Che... just when I was feelin' good, too. It's not that I don't believe it. I do. They're soft and kind and all'a that... I believe you. I've seen it, too. I just... don't like takin' advantage'a people's kindness. Makes me feel scummy. I don't like unsettled scores, I don't like owin' things to anyone, it doesn't feel right! ... maybe when we're closer, it'll be natural, like it was with—... like before. But, for now... I just wanna make things up to you. I don't wanna let you down."
It felt embarrassing admitting to all of this stuff outloud, Attila groaned and focused on bandaging his hand, trying his hardest to distract himself, but it wasn't working. Words kept spilling out.
"I'm already scum, this is the least I can do... don't take it away from me. I guess it's selfish too, just for a sense'a honour, so I don't feel like the dirtbag I really am. Or hell, maybe I'm scared and don't like feeling indebted to other people. Even if you don't seem like the type'd use it against me. Whatever. Just... let me make it up to you two, somehow."
Will he hate him? Will he think he's insincere about changing? Or will he just think he's a mistrustful coward? He didn't know, but he was troubled that this, more than anything else, would make Manzana dislike him.
"... guess my personality's worse than my job."
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On the comment of his childhood, Manzana wasn't sure if he was able to keep up his smile.
"I didn't want to share that, but my childhood wasn't the best back in Paldea." A soft sigh left, but at Attila's offer he was touched. It was enough to lift the heaviness that took over himself. "I am certainly getting a lot today. A brother and a friend. I am truly lucky."
Manzana's quiet, taking in the worries that were inside of Attila. He couldn't help but reach out to the bulkier man once more. He'll hold his hand up with his palm out to Attila.
"Let me." He offered, while continuing to talk. "...don't beat yourself up over what you feel. I know that is far easier said, than done. I still do, every day. I question whether I'm even worth being here, or if I should just leave altogether but I can't. I'm selfish, I love it here. I love the people I met. I just want to be a part of the joy and light they bring, even if I truly am not a part of that."
Was that too much? Too upsetting? Manzana had no idea, but his mouth kept moving regardless of what he worried about.
"With such thoughts in your mind, I doubt that you would ever let me down. All that matters is that you try."
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Attila stayed quiet after that, not wanting to pry at what Manzana didn't want to talk about.
He tried to pull the hat down lower, thinking it might distract from the bloody lip.
He's glad Manzana didn't dwell too much on it, though.
He looked confused at Manzana's raised hand, but didn't reject it, although he wasn't sure what he intended to do. "Sure, but, let you... do what? Fix my face? Bandage my hand? ... hold hands?"
He's at a loss, really! But he isn't rejecting Manzana's kindness.
"... I think that's a good kinda selfishness."
And at Manzana's assessment, Attila smiled a warmer, more genuine smile that softened even his gaze.
"... yeah. That, I can do."
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At Attila's confusion as he took Attila's hand chuckled softly.
"I should specify, I meant let me bandage your hand." He placed one hand under Attila's offered hand while reaching for his handkerchief. "It is hard to bandage your own hand like that."
Hearing Attila's reaffirmation, and from the warm smile, Manzana couldn't help but return it. They were small steps, he was sure but those small steps forward could change the world around Attila. Or at least, he couldn't only hope.
"I also hope that...well, I know it takes time, but I do hope we can become close friends as well."
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Yeah, he should’ve guessed, but he wasn’t used to care and so, the purpose eluded him a bit.
He was fully prepared to believe Manzana was just that lonely that he wanted to walk hand-in-hand with a relative stranger after they lay their hearts bare due to this place’s strange influence… and Attila wouldn’t have minded. He wanted to be of use to him.
But being bandaged like that… Attila stayed quiet as he thought of how to repay Manzana’s many kindnesses. For the first day, he’ll observe. Then, he’ll help out around the house and everything! He could fix anything that needs fixing, do odd jobs, and, of course, try to make an honest living…
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"There, how does that feel?" He questioned. "It should hold until we reach home."
It's been a while since he had to bandage himself up, so he wasn't sure if he had done it too well on a complete stranger. Manzana could trust Attila to be honest, given the factor they were both forced to be at that very moment.
[belated~]
Attila tried to focus on the sky and its colours instead, not wanting to linger on the thought too long. Besides, they still had to keep walking. That was something to enjoy, too.
“Thanks, Manzana.”
I'd consider it a wrap! ^^
With that he'll take the lead, making sure Attila was close by as he began to move forward. It was a nice day out in Ultern, as usual and there were still much more they could talk about as they made their way to where he resided in Gilterrace Town.